More good news: Found an ana buddy and she's absolutely awesome, we're connecting so well and I feel like I've known her for years and can tell her anything. We're pretty similar I think, shame she lives in America! We'd totally get along. Anyway she's helping me through it and she's such an inspiration to me - total motivator. We feel like we're in this together...I am so lucky to have found her.
I watched Sharing the Secret on youtube - the whole film is there. And I really enjoyed it. She had the most stunning figure ever. And even though I'm not mia in the slightest, I still found it inspiring and it gave me some motivation. I liked that it was made in 2000 so it's not too old or anything. But my god I wanted to die when I saw her in her leotard - she was so tiny and perfect. I will be like that someday. Just you wait.
Going to fast for one more day - that makes it 5. Then I'm thinking about eating under 200 calories for five days then fasting for five again...I'm a bit unsure though. But I will eat a little after tomorrow is done and dusted.
Love you all and stay empty.
xoxo
Main character from Sharing the Secret. She's all grown up here, but still tiny. |
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